Hey dude,
It's me. Your bestfriend..
Do you remember me?
A human,with a full of love,take care of you.
I remember the time when you scratch my door on 03:00AM in the morning.
You were crying, because no one you could see outside. Only darkness..
I opened my door ,and I know you feel so glad..
I carried you to your bed,sang a "shh shh" till you asleep.
Hey dude,
Remember my lovely shoes you've been broke?
My eyeglasses? My handphone? My charger?
Yes.. The things are left here,but you're not.
Your pee is everywhere,just as your pictures on my mind. Your fool brown eyes. The way you sit. The way you run in the rain. How could you so in love with water when the others not? Because you're totally the one..
I'm so feel lost. I hope you could jump to my bed and lick my nose to say 'good morning'. Or jumped over my body till I fall down whenever I come home. Throw my cellphone from th 2nd floor to the 1st floor. I want them...once more time. The foolest bestfriend ever. No one like you.
Hey dude,
I wish you're safe,whenever you go.
You must feel the way I feel because I know, we are bestfriend since the first time I pick you up
Since I see your eyes. And the story we've made
And if the past day could ever come again, I would hug you everyday. Knowing you is a lucky chance. Remember the brown eyes.
My prayers are on you,please come home,the foolest dog, Pocky..
"Fool you pocky! I love you!"
Jumat, 03 Mei 2013
Rabu, 02 Januari 2013
unpercfect love letter
"Kayaknya aku lagi muntah cintamu.
Uda terlalu berlebihan di dalam lubuk hatiku
uda muntah aja ga abis2 kaya air yang ada di dalam tubuhku.
Kayaknya kamu sama air dalam tubuhku 1:1
Kalo kamu ga ada separuh jiwaku hilang
karena separuh aku kamu
Kayaknya 1000 gombalan aja masih ga cukup buat mengungkapkan cintaku padamu
1000 pangkat 1000 aja masih ga cukup buat men gungkapkan cintaku padamu.
Ah aku tau caranya menghitung cintaku,
hitunglah kuman2 yang jatuh saat kau mandi dari air shower itu
Tidak terlihat ,tapi kuman itu ada
Kamu memang tidak bisa merasakan cintaku yang banyak dan tak terhitung
tapi percayalah itu ada.
Sperti kau mempercayai kuman dalam air.
Aku lagi bermimpi indah
Memimpikan lekuk tubuhmu yang indah
Cintaku yang terlalu mendalam kepadamu
Membuat lautan cinta di dalam diriku"
"Aku yakin mataku lebih tajam dari mikroskop.
Karena aku dapat melihat kuman di air
Setiap hari bertambah dan bertambah
Aku menghitungnya satu per satu
Aku melihatnya melalui cermin matamu
Yang membuat lautan cinta di dalam diriku."
by: unknown
Selasa, 03 Januari 2012
God Makes No Mistakes
"no, they are not so good to me. no,they don't even thinked about my feeling. no,i never hate them even for a second. I LOVE THEM"
I don't know what to feel
It seems likem I have no one
they (people who i love so much)looked at me
their eyes seems like said 'how silly you are?''you're so dumb''oh my,why did God create a creature like you?'
how do i know what they thinked of me?
yes, sometimes,they say it to me accidentally (or not)
you know how it feels when someone said'you are so useless' or 'dumb' in front of your face.
they asked to me 'what have you been done that has benefits to us?'
'please be usefull for us even just for a while'
Am I that useless? am i not mean to them anymore?
what i've done is always wrong
blame to me like i've never 'TRY HARD' to make them happy
i have to walk in a way I never wanna go through in
I have a silly face and also stupid brain
I am so useless and my birth was seems so wrong
I am not able to do anything
I am so meanless and everything I do is so wrong
say, say it to me..
now I am so down and have no strenght to stand up anymore
when I realize
God created me
God created a fool like me
God sent me to the earth,to be born
to become a silly,to become a dumb
to feel so lonely, to have much mentally problems
one thing I have to believe is 'God is perfect, God makes no mistakes'
yes,Gaga said it in her song
He created me perfectly
no matter how fool stupid dumb or loser am i, God made me so perfect
i have to walk in the way i never wanna through in,IT'S HIS PERFECT PLAN
i feel so lonely bcos it seems no one, God is there
I'm so useless I am a trash, no.God never throw a trash to the earth.Human makes it
they called it a silly face, "Maka Tuhan menciptakan manusia itu menurut gambar-Nya, menurut gambar Tuhan diciptakan-Nya dia; … itulah hari keenam.” [Kejadian 1:26-31]
Does God have a silly face too? :)
when you're down just remember "God Makes No Mistakes..."
ps : losers around you are do no wrong because everyone has been born on their own way , on different God's perfect plans
I don't know what to feel
It seems likem I have no one
they (people who i love so much)looked at me
their eyes seems like said 'how silly you are?''you're so dumb''oh my,why did God create a creature like you?'
how do i know what they thinked of me?
yes, sometimes,they say it to me accidentally (or not)
you know how it feels when someone said'you are so useless' or 'dumb' in front of your face.
they asked to me 'what have you been done that has benefits to us?'
'please be usefull for us even just for a while'
Am I that useless? am i not mean to them anymore?
what i've done is always wrong
blame to me like i've never 'TRY HARD' to make them happy
i have to walk in a way I never wanna go through in
I have a silly face and also stupid brain
I am so useless and my birth was seems so wrong
I am not able to do anything
I am so meanless and everything I do is so wrong
say, say it to me..
now I am so down and have no strenght to stand up anymore
when I realize
God created me
God created a fool like me
God sent me to the earth,to be born
to become a silly,to become a dumb
to feel so lonely, to have much mentally problems
one thing I have to believe is 'God is perfect, God makes no mistakes'
yes,Gaga said it in her song
He created me perfectly
no matter how fool stupid dumb or loser am i, God made me so perfect
i have to walk in the way i never wanna through in,IT'S HIS PERFECT PLAN
i feel so lonely bcos it seems no one, God is there
I'm so useless I am a trash, no.God never throw a trash to the earth.Human makes it
they called it a silly face, "Maka Tuhan menciptakan manusia itu menurut gambar-Nya, menurut gambar Tuhan diciptakan-Nya dia; … itulah hari keenam.” [Kejadian 1:26-31]
Does God have a silly face too? :)
when you're down just remember "God Makes No Mistakes..."
ps : losers around you are do no wrong because everyone has been born on their own way , on different God's perfect plans
Senin, 12 Desember 2011
12 desember 2011
Hari ini pertama gw kentut depan eko trs eko kebauan hahahah. Ini rekorr soalnya gw gprna main kentut2an sama cowo gw sendiri, agak toil sih tp pgn dicatet aja biar pny memori sendiri. Nanti taun dpn pas 12desember 2011 gw rayain potong tumpeng \(´▽`)/
Trs hari ini hari pertama eko bikin gw terharu ,pdhl uda macet banjir tp dia ttp anterin gw plg sampe dia sendiri gabisa pulang ke rumahnya « bodoh. Tp hal ini cukup bikin gw senyum 1harian penuh hehe
THX A LOT DARL ♥ you (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)
Trs hari ini hari pertama eko bikin gw terharu ,pdhl uda macet banjir tp dia ttp anterin gw plg sampe dia sendiri gabisa pulang ke rumahnya « bodoh. Tp hal ini cukup bikin gw senyum 1harian penuh hehe
THX A LOT DARL ♥ you (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)
Senin, 22 Agustus 2011
behind
Behind the silent mouth
People need to be listened
Behind the jokes
People cry
Behind the happy laughs
People need to be entertained
Behind the fake happiness
People die
People need to be listened
Behind the jokes
People cry
Behind the happy laughs
People need to be entertained
Behind the fake happiness
People die
Kamis, 18 Agustus 2011
I miss...
1. A woman and man's kisses on my birthday
2. Candles on the cake
3. 'Happy birthday' song and clapping hands
4. A late night meals,made by the oldest man in my house
5. The tour on holidays
6. The laughs when there's nothing's funny
7. 2boys and a girl's jokes
8. 0mil distances between us
9. A small room with 4people in
10. To play dolls with a young man
11. To talk about my day to them
12. My crowded home
13. Hugs from 5 important people
14. The anger between us
15. Laughs of happiness in this big house
16. The place where I study
17. The laughs we used to shared
18. A little game in the toilet
19. Pictures on the mirror
20. To learn school's material together
21. A looonggg laughs without stop
22. A late night phone
23. A loongg jokes on bbm
24. A girl
25. 7 other girls
26. The dentist time
27. What I used to had
28. Everything I've lost
29. So many people who makes my life perfect
30. Something that people called 'Love'
Ps: ♥ everyone who understand what I've written :)
2. Candles on the cake
3. 'Happy birthday' song and clapping hands
4. A late night meals,made by the oldest man in my house
5. The tour on holidays
6. The laughs when there's nothing's funny
7. 2boys and a girl's jokes
8. 0mil distances between us
9. A small room with 4people in
10. To play dolls with a young man
11. To talk about my day to them
12. My crowded home
13. Hugs from 5 important people
14. The anger between us
15. Laughs of happiness in this big house
16. The place where I study
17. The laughs we used to shared
18. A little game in the toilet
19. Pictures on the mirror
20. To learn school's material together
21. A looonggg laughs without stop
22. A late night phone
23. A loongg jokes on bbm
24. A girl
25. 7 other girls
26. The dentist time
27. What I used to had
28. Everything I've lost
29. So many people who makes my life perfect
30. Something that people called 'Love'
Ps: ♥ everyone who understand what I've written :)
12JULY 2011
12july 2011
I hurted everyone who loves me
12july 2011
I've being hated by two my bestfriends
12july 2011
I made my birthday just like hell to myself
12july 2011
I lost my besties for..a long time *no one could predict it"
12july 2011
I got a big trouble with my boy and we broke up for.. 3minutes *like instant noodles
12july 2011
I learnt,there's nobody really loves and understand me more than my boyfriend does *even my bestfriends
12july 2011
I knew,I need to be more mature
12july 2011
I need for being forgiven
12july 2011
I cry and no one know how long it takes and no one know where or when
12july 2011
I smiled for my faults and welcome my loneliness
12july 2011
I thanked to God for this day
12july 2011
Goodbye 15th, goodbye bestfriend
Welcome 16th, welcome tears :)
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