God Makes No Mistakes

"no, they are not so good to me. no,they don't even thinked about my feeling. no,i never hate them even for a second. I LOVE THEM"

I don't know what to feel
It seems likem I have no one
they (people who i love so much)looked at me
their eyes seems like said 'how silly you are?''you're so dumb''oh my,why did God create a creature like you?'
how do i know what they thinked of me?
yes, sometimes,they say it to me accidentally (or not)
you know how it feels when someone said'you are so useless' or 'dumb' in front of your face.
they asked to me 'what have you been done that has benefits to us?'
'please be usefull for us even just for a while'

Am I that useless? am i not mean to them anymore?
what i've done is always wrong
blame to me like i've never 'TRY HARD' to make them happy
i have to walk in a way I never wanna go through in

I have a silly face and also stupid brain
I am so useless and my birth was seems so wrong
I am not able to do anything
I am so meanless and everything I do is so wrong
say, say it to me..
now I am so down and have no strenght to stand up anymore

when I realize
God created me
God created a fool like me
God sent me to the earth,to be born
to become a silly,to become a dumb
to feel so lonely, to have much mentally problems

one thing I have to believe is 'God is perfect, God makes no mistakes'
yes,Gaga said it in her song
He created me perfectly
no matter how fool stupid dumb or loser am i, God made me so perfect
i have to walk in the way i never wanna through in,IT'S HIS PERFECT PLAN
i feel so lonely bcos it seems no one, God is there
I'm so useless I am a trash, no.God never throw a trash to the earth.Human makes it
they called it a silly face, "Maka Tuhan menciptakan manusia itu menurut gambar-Nya, menurut gambar Tuhan diciptakan-Nya dia; … itulah hari keenam.” [Kejadian 1:26-31]
Does God have a silly face too? :)


when you're down just remember "God Makes No Mistakes..."


ps : losers around you are do no wrong because everyone has been born on their own way , on different God's perfect plans